| concept thinking |
[29 Dec 2007|06:08am] |
concept
Current mood: contemplative
been thinking allot about how to time travel, or transport or materialize things or dematerialize things and why everything vibrates and the meaning of breath of life and combined it all into a simple concept of black and white holes, while one takes in matter the other dispenses it and it took me back to a bad trip i had more then once of reality being breathed in and out, like the universe or everything was being breathed in and out of exsistance and while in the bad trip i was breathed into this and inside all there was, was dots being cut in half some called super dots that glowed, i heard a voice answer my question to what this is and the voice replied this is reality this is everything, so in conclusion to remembering this bad trip and thinking of black/white holes it made a whole path
to think apond the vibration of everything time travel, transportation, it all could be possible due to the breathing in and out of black and white holes both pushing equal causing everything to vibrate but, in some places one side may push harder then the other and what would happen if there was a way to go into the breath and come out somewhere else or some other time , what is force that keeps all in basically the same place where it was breathed in and out in such a small time frame then i thought of the dots being cut and the super dots with light and thought what if the super dots all what is seen and the cut halves of the other dots is that which is not seen, where due they end up in the same place or other places, causing many more questions to planes or dimensions of what matter travels to each plane , after this thought it came clear to me that the super dots are stable and the halves can mingle to god knows where or with what other half dots, so the superdots are stable energies and the halves are non stable or free floating energies, some i'm sure unknown,
well i'm starting to confuse myself at this point so i better stop here for now before i go crazy ,
any one every trip on something and see pac man? o well i better sleep sweet dreams
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[06 Jun 2007|03:33am] |
 | You scored as Shadow Spirit, You are a very strange being. Like nothing anyone has ever seen. You are a Shadow Spirit. You weren't born this way. This happened because you were betrayed so many times in life you just gave up. Don't forget; there are people out there who are just like you...you just have to find them first.
Shadow Spirit | | 100% | Goddess | | 100% | Drow | | 83% | Wolf | | 83% | Vampyre | | 83% | Elf | | 75% | Sorceress | | 75% | Dragon | | 58% | Zombie | | 33% | Faerie | | 25% | </td>
What ancient breed are you?
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| s0ng: g01d feathered sun |
[01 Apr 2007|12:58am] |
ancient cryptic pr0phecy
the g01den wings n0w unf0ld
the fina1 vei1 is 1ifted
future mysteries forto1d
infused within his scepter and mystic sacred b0nes
the fa1c0n resurrected, fr0m a t0mb curved fr0m st0ne
embalmed in spiritua1 f1esh a11 immortal g0ds as 0ne
transcended fr0m the heavens the g01d feathered sun
1ife eclipes death
1iving seas bury the sh0re
we sha11 unearth h01y temp1es
where chaos reigned bef0re
supreme emancipation
imprisoning fear und0ne
faith wi11 shine f0rever
fr0m the g01d feathered sun
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| turn your deceased love one's into diamonds |
[12 Nov 2006|01:47pm] |
lifegem
The LifeGem® is a certified, high-quality diamond created from the carbon of your loved one as a memorial to their unique life
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| gain of nothing |
[24 Oct 2006|07:08am] |
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in a place of only one one side rules that is all the other never existed the thought that was never made. no equal no sides at all one solid strong unbreakable thing, no plural to it no number to learn all is and all is it the formless all
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| strange dream |
[17 Oct 2006|11:36pm] |
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dream about my brother dan: he was in these secret india sect underground sacred bathing magic pools with elaborate statues and marble pools : i visited him in astral form he laughed as he saw me in a disbeilf kind of way: he asked me if i would look at his astral body since i had the sight, i looked at him and saw a red and white owl face it changed to orange and yellow then back to red and white , he had four horns apond his head two on each side they twisted together they were in the shape of animals on the one side their was a zebra and a dragon with a patch on its left eye and on the other side a giraffe and a monkey: around the pool was some other animals lurking around a lizard a fish with legs and a crab... as time went by the animals around the pool started to grow in a menacing and curious way they came closer to me as if trying to eat me the little crab crawled over them then pinched me with both claws witch awoke me from the dream.
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| dreams unmade |
[12 Oct 2006|09:47am] |
puzzle in pieces waiting to be unified and together as one
pieces apart chipping their edges trying to change
pieces chipped never to fit together again
my fear of change my fears of separation from that of what i thought as union and home.
formless piece you made me see
that all that change can fit back again in time
to believe in another to change their own way
that they too in time will change to fit back once again
holding back ones freedom of choice holds us all back in the end
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| todays failure is tomorrows building ground |
[12 Oct 2006|09:36am] |
~personal oath~
live in a time of unwavering faith that the god that made me and loves me wishes for me to let go and learn and move on from what ever happens. i put my trust in thee in hopes that all good and bad things work to an end of a balanced harmony and understanding of existence.
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[28 Aug 2006|02:58am] |
 | You scored as Angel of Light. You are an Angel of Light. You are among the highest esteemed of angels. Your home is unseen by mortal eyes, and is located in the clouds. You wish only to help those around you and bring peace to all!
Angel of Light | | 81% | You are half Fallen/ half Light Angel! | | 75% | You are an Angel of Pain | | 56% | You are an innocent Angel | | 44% | You are an Angel of Beauty | | 25% | </td>
What kind of Angel are you??(PICS)
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| poem Holly(spooky cat) wrote me:( i feel all warm inside) |
[07 Aug 2006|03:37am] |
My dearest one-
Know that I love you,
I love you so Ner will I ere to let you go.
when all else fails, even if tried & true
I will keep on trying ,as the day is through
I don't always know how to love, tis true
but, as pure as the sky is blue
in my own pathetic way I try to show you...
How I love you So,
when it isn't done the way you hope
Please bear with me & try to cope
with my imperfeckt ways
my imperfeckt days
of how I show or try to show how much i do care
in our trials & errors we share
Sometymes love is harsh as reality is
just as frivolous as pop that loses its fizz
Just believe & know no matter what we go through
Together, forever is how I picture me & you
Love, Holly
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| earth quake |
[04 Aug 2006|03:09am] |
Q: What did the valley say after an earthquake?
A: "It wasn't my fault!"
-- Submitted by: Annay, Age 9
been in my first earth quake was at the spiritual church it was a surreal experience , what surprised me was how ever-one just stayed calm as nothing happened no one even said anything it was only a 4.4. the tree in the corner did its first dance steps ...
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| toys in the attic never come out to play |
[27 Jul 2006|03:16am] |
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there's a pain inside i can't reveil its deep and dull and never heals it bleeds and infects my will to live ,I hope and dream for it to end and pray to silent angels that watch me not inside this skin, i feel its needs to be touched and loved like a new stuffed toy , but to the toy box i am brought to collect dust and memories and hide my eyes to the truth that i've been replaced that i will always be the last toy that remains in the toy box for my skin shall only rememebr that embrace from loving warm to cold fingers that let me fall and left a broken heart and sorrow in its place for this forever lonely doll
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[17 Jul 2006|08:56pm] |
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made a new website: NOCTURNAL FEARZ
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| a lesson in helping each other |
[27 Jun 2006|05:27am] |
Two messengers met one day, one was a follower of Jesus and the other one served Satan.
The messenger who was serving God asked, "How are you doing?"
Satan's messenger replied" "Oh, it is terrible. We work hard all day long and we get really hungry. When Satan finally lets us have a break we go into a huge dinning room. There is a lot of wonderful food on a long table. Satan tells us we can eat all we want as long as we use our 6 foot long forks. It is impossible! We can never eat more than a bite before we are too tired to eat anymore. We stay hungry!"
The messenger of God replied, "That is funny. We have the same type of table filled with wonderful food and the same 6 foot forks. Only we eat all the food we want ... we just feed each other!"
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[09 Jun 2006|08:55pm] |
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| TWIN BROTHER |
[06 Mar 2006|06:48pm] |
MY TWIN EDWIN HAS THE WOARST MEMORY , I TOLD HIM FRIDAY THAT MY MOTHERS BIRTHDAY WAS ON THE 5TH HE CALLS TODAY TO ASK IF IT WAS ON THE 6TH OR 8TH TO LISTEN TO THE MESSAGE
CLICK LINK: click here:EDWIN Scannell></>
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